why do i have to stay here on the ground
one of my hobbies is quoting random lyrics in random places, in the style of early 2000s livejournal (i wouldn't know, i wasn't on livejournal, not sure where that came from), hopefully prompting random passersby to google them and appreciate the song. not just any random song i appreciate, sometimes not even a song i like all that strongly, but a song that's me trying to convey some vibe that i'm feeling in the moment and that i don't know how to convey in mere words.
sometimes i listen to the song and read the lyrics more analytically, and don't understand how they lead to the vibe i get, and quietly despair that maybe trying to convey it to anybody other than myself is hopeless.
but maybe the payoff is worth the long shots? or maybe future me is audience enough?
♪ i can't tell you why, no, i can't tell you why ♫